a work I am working on… a poem in this case... this is my blog, so no rules, this is an active thing I wrote just now and want to hone bit, what that means? who knows? who cares… I am posting where I am, so deal, my blog is me and me is the blog, lol.. so f it… I might repost this poem 10 times, in the scheme of things it means nothing, so like it or not… but his was the first raw form of this particular work… why the hell do I write anyway…

driving in the driving rain
the car in front of me
is going impossibly slow, grating
glowing red tail lights bending and distorting, bends
driving down that street
passing my father’s grave
(to my right – somewhere in measurable feet)
I ponder the moment,
no monument, delayed by that goddamn plague,
just grass now, still-
a funeral only, few allowed, if only, to attend
so the plague continues to ravage, above
I truly hope, you are not there my father, below
watching, the gathering pools of rain, above
so I wonder
where you are
where will I be
and I wait to hear the voice-
that never comes
but I know where-
I must come.