sometimes you don’t know where the trigger comes from…

sometimes you don’t know where the trigger comes from…

sea of clouds sunrise wallpaper
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at this moment
the sun is veiled
behind a mass of pulled cotton
and slowly revealed, in setting
an everlasting bulb,
I might wish
a night wish
to witness
the super nova
that will end all, here at least
for at least
in that end
I will have one more moment
to share with you, my love
before that great end, with you.


notes… I think we all have fantasies about such, maybe not, but probably, or at least us artistic types, or those of us that live in our head, it is probably better to be an automaton, maybe, I vacillate between wanting to be ignorant and the knowing… but I really don’t have a choice anyway, unless someone bashes me in the head with the proverbial frying pan or age robs me of my rapier whit… I just need to breathe in deep and accept everything, not surrender mind you, but just accept things as they are and concentrate on what I actually have control over… and let go of which I do not.


panoramic photo of bushes near pond
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Music

Opeth – River

talk about evolution, I imagine many fans of this band are like WTF? but… they are so good musically and show it here, I like that they have evolved completely away from the start, static is boring, I hate boring…

how to immortalize love?

how to immortalize love?

low angle view photography of stars
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moonlight shoulders
silken folds
painted toes nestled
in bermuda grass
like a tree reborn
resplendent in your season
my love
and I will remember you thus
with star dust
molded into your form
mapped upon the sky
a constellation
forever more
my love
undying for even after
the light of humanity fails
there you will be
my love
among the stars
framed around my heart
to uplift my soul
with the love of light
for all time beyond.


music… for my fallen angel…