thoughts… from the porch…

thoughts… from the porch…

silhouette photo of the ocean
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the sky is the portrait of a blaze, moments like these there are colors that are difficult to even explain, like flames of deep reds and purples blending and lurking on the horizon, I might imagine how this all looked as I look back with an ancient eye, clouds, white clouds, like angels racing off to the battle, the blaze, the hordes of the underworld that await, the unearthly glow, for what else could this site be? just some random formation of moisture, a construct of nature, weather conspiring to ignite imagination, why lose the spectacle of this all, indulge in the genesis of how stories unfold and are told in the night sky, but not every night, not every night is the show such as this, not every brilliant magenta hue is seen dancing as the curtains of night unveil,the sprites of streaking white angels dive off into the narrowing event horizon, as that lone beacon rises, only three quarters full but bright as any moon recorded, and before a moment’s breath, the clouds are gone, dipped and passed somewhere out of mortal sight, lost to the lands of kings and gods, seemingly swallowed by the ever motioning night, the grand scheme of color carousel has faded out, just the moon, with a spurious eye, casts light from up on down, a reflection of the sun upon the face, ever looking down from that lonely space, the night watcher compels… sleep.

notes… part of my porch series, the sky just had a certain look, for only a few minutes, I pulled my car over, and the muse planted a seed, and it took, and grew into … this…

thoughts from the porch…

thoughts from the porch…

close up photo of green grass
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how these elysian fields have lost their glaring luster, however foolish, the world desperately clings to the intoxicating golden hue of summer, for remember, there is always hope in any order, the only matter is how hard hope may be to find in the given time, as leaves fall so do the obvious possibilities, but let our memories remain stronger and more resilient than the harshest of winter’s arsenal, as the season fades so we shall rise again, of this I am quite confident, at least for now…

I had forgotten the sounds and the real feel of dry breaking leaves on my feet, how when I hold them and fold them they crackle, like a fire, as a fire burns through fuel is spent, as are these leaves, crumble into near dust at barely a subtle crush, the glorious summer sun drained from these veins, soon to be remade into the very dirt from whence they came, some time ago, acorns survived not found by ambitious squirrels, allowed to bloom, grow, stretch out toward the sky and transform the light of the sun into food, over and over these years, to be right back here, starting all over again, cards on the table now ready to fold, awaiting the next game, all the cards the same in the pack, however the shuffle never remains identical, the game, the game goes on until you lose your spot at the table… that is not this day, this is just the sunset of one season, the transfer of life back down from heights, to bury once more in the womb of the mother of life, this earth, as this hemisphere tips another will catch the fire, the balance of scales must tip, and this one must lose in hours, no many how many times has been, no matter how many times will be, the shedding of the leaves, a process, a tribute, a sign, a portent into the coming months, so we should gather up these leaves of memories, absorb them into our essence, like a thick blanket, to prepare for that barren land, that barren time, life may slow, and temperatures may drop, but the fierce heat of the human heart and that of life itself, dares not stop, if not draw still, biding time for hope to will.

music to read by : Opeth – Coil (live on TV)

Thoughts from the porch…

Thoughts from the porch…

person sky silhouette night
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the script is flip’t, the tide has turned, cliches rue the day as the day is long, or actually not, anymore, the summer is losing some heat, quite literally, this was the first night that the driveway was actually cool on my bare feet, that magic number, like when the thermometer is clawing out of the doldrums of winter, that sweet seventy degrees mark, has been met, tonight, and now after not seeing that number for a spell, it has returned as if to say “so, you had your fun, time to get back to things”, everything in the world seems just a bit cooled off, the sun was not as punishing, and did not deliver as much heat to disperse after dark, no more lingering simmering in the dark hours, everything has a mild comfortable chill to it, right in the bulls-eye of comfortable, like all things inevitable and subject to the yoke of time, the season marches on hardly looking for my approval or nod, even the bugs seem to be taking it easy tonight, I can sit outside and wiggle my toes in all delight without the constant swat of my horse tail hands chasing mosquitoes about, maybe they are tired of the game as well, resting somewhere to enjoy the night, even the usual summer din is dialed back… just a touch, does heat magnify sound or just a biological hitch, I suppose, but either way I am swept away into this lull, nothing changed in my life today, no circumstance worsened or lightened, but yet somehow life seems a bit lighter this night, I can close my eyes, take a more abnormally deep breath than I might, to capture as much of this moment internally I think, as I breathe it all in, capture it, harness it, even in just the moments, pen it into memory, store it away for that proverbial rainy day or better yet on one of those brutally cold january nights when I need a fire from an internal source… to remind of this day, to remember late august, the calm, the just warm… enough, that line of seventy degrees, a breeze flowing about the trees in good nature, the last of a day’s light transitioning into a pillow to lay down, on a cloud, now illuminated by moonlight, and let the gentle wind wash, bend, send, blend you unto the night, into the night, into the sleep of content dreams…

(part of my porch series, of course)

learning…

learning…

close up photo of tree trunk in forest
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I place my hand upon the trunk
run my fingers along
so I might read a story
above under thumb
the bumps
of history
I do not remember
how long since I lost my worldly sight
for I am the known wise man
and those seek me out

but for that which wisdom I have gained
was paid for with which I left behind
so perhaps that is my lesson
to teach those still
with vision

notes…  written back in June, revised just now, one of those that sprang from a single thought, me just running my hand down a tree trunk, when I was walking my dog, and thinking what so many have thought, what has this tree seen ? and could I ever tap into that knowledge ? and if I could…

Franklin Lakes Reservoir, Franklin Lakes, NJ

Franklin Lakes Reservoir, Franklin Lakes, NJ

in this sub/urban domain, there are many parts of my little state, that are, amazing places tucked away in plain sight, you just have to know where to look… and take the time to do so… seek out the beauty, treasure map not needed.

just something I wrote that I felt pertains to this post…

“a prayer for the living
so they might know
to fully embrace
the miracle
of being”

notes… find that space, or many of them, your space, wherever you may be, let the earth cleanse you of all the bad crap in your day, in your life, watch the ripples on a lake, one by one, watch a dragonfly hop from reed to reed and try to read it’s intentions, sit still for a moment and let the world wash over you, there is no better reality TV than nature, unscripted, and let it return you to when we were just travelers in this land, for we are.

music>>> Tycho – Skate (live)

Narrows Botanical Gardens (Quick Walk Through)…

Narrows Botanical Gardens (Quick Walk Through)…

Just a quick look @ the Narrows Botanical Gardens in Bay Ridge Brooklyn on an absolutely wonderful evening… a hidden gem to hide yourself in the middle of the bustle, or have a picnic in shade, good place for a date (put away the phones…)…

FYI: I do NOT claim to be a good photographer, these are all with my phone, I have a nice SLR but I do not carry it around with me in my work car for obvious reasons… so when I find a place it is usually a spontaneous thing.  Thanks for the looks and the likes, I am happy to answer any questions if anyone has any.

whimsical… and also deeper…

whimsical… and also deeper…

plant branch spice alluaudia procera
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the cross-thatchety bush
a once noble grace
older than the dirt rooted in
twisted by yarns
plated by thorns
no matter the season
the original curmudgeon
like a lair, a cave
darkness spun under the branches
a still shot tornado
in spiral dimensions
a barren pit under
of lost things, souls, dreams
balls of sport most of all
all fallen prey unto this trap
this entrance to the seven levels themselves
a land of deep dark despairs
that no one dares
reach into that space
even the thought of such
will scrape your knuckle bare
– if you are lucky,
even the squirrels shy
the rabbits, do not lurk
they will not thump in that domain
for the lure of safety
is a silent siren’s song
and like on to those rocks
where upon wrecks are wrought
so to is the fate
to those who tempt to tame
that gate that has no lock
and so does remain untouched
the cross-thatchety bush.

notes… the genesis of this might be very local, is there that yard, that place that would swallow toys or balls ?  somewhere you could just not go? physically or just by reputation? I had such places growing up, places where a baseball or an orange hockey ball would go… and it would just be considered “gone”, many years later when those areas were cleared out, by progress, or landscaping, you would find them, all those old frisbees, golf balls, baseballs, deflated basketballs or footballs and all sorts of things… so I was commenting on that, and also some higher level stuff… which you can figure out for yourself, just wanted to explain the genesis of this particular piece, which I wrote on 6.22, and to be honest this is verbatim, just as I wrote it, no edits at all…

music?  let’s do the ambient thing…

>> Carbon Based Life Forms – Derelict

I mused to this today… my mind raced and slowed down, and felt at ease…

Don’t Mock Me! (said the little one with furious old man eyebrows)

Don’t Mock Me! (said the little one with furious old man eyebrows)

final

with the eyebrows of an elder scolding, he froze there like a thousand years of evolution ingrained in this moment of instinct, he thinks survival, mama bird was not as impressed, and she dive bombed my head, I tried explaining to her that I was the least of her worries, but alas, my mocking-speak is not what it once was, she clearly did not understand, so I left the little one, to fate.

music… obvious>>> The Beatles – Blackbird (rehearsal version)

oh yeah, details… this is in the back of my office, the other day, just a photo from my phone, I really need to bring my SLR around and get crazy shots when  I can, but I still like this one…  thoughts, likes, follows, and the like are all appreciated, if you read this far then I guess I did an OK job on this post at least…

abstraction, or the abstracted

abstraction, or the abstracted

brown and white snake
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“inside the serpent’s mouth
lies the serpent’s tongue
a servant’s master
the sum of none
the more you bleed
the more you believe
so come grasp this dirt
to know the cold dead feel
a mantle of skin
on an oceanic ball of magma
induction into loop
into destruction
for the renewal
of the temporal
rise.
non est chao
per universum iussit”

notes… one of those that just came to me in some weird way, the muse, inspiration, whatever you may call it… I am hinting at plate tectonics here as well… I am a bit of a science wonk after all… and the latin ?  nah, if you want to know search it out…

a poem of… palms riding…

a poem of… palms riding…

clouds cloudy countryside farm
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“upon these waves of tall grass swaying
scratching the back of the passing breeze
might I ride my palm along
the top soft tails in the warming sun,
and feel each blade give and bend
to gently slide back into place again
for this bounty is not mine to hold
unto the great mother to keep her own”

notes… ever drive by a field and want to reach out and ride your hand across the grass…. yeah… that was the genesis of this….