a window into a life, a conversation with a soul, a gateway to a heart
Author: David Koblentz
Inspiration is a fickle muse. Sometimes empty, sometimes overwhelming. These words I write are my own but they seem driven by something else (perhaps?).
in the slip of cold so goes- I can not say the world fights fate for we know- as time pulls another breath another beat from this machine, in slips the cold making the open sun a rallying cry a setting sun to slumber sooner days shorter, nights linger in slips the cold as I curl up in a warm blanket my dog, curled in a ball lies next to me, and sighs
wrought iron ancient tower in look sold and bought at a garden center in years I might have forgot some winters to fill you up going bare barren for an entire season no good reason, just the passing forgetting to refill the silo forgetting t’was even there, at times the nature of gravity and consumption in the wind, swaying
a common winter night not an occasion to stop- so filled to the top and spilt over not a delicate affair no, certainly not like an old man in the park shucking for the coo more organized perhaps but much the same rouse
and I can not control those who come who find this rest stop and sometimes a flurry a gang, a jail break frenzy romp rather than the gentle sweep and peck the subtle moves of anxiety the back and forth with caution of those who might be prey or at least garnish so
sometimes I wish to script upon the seed with the breed I wish to attract oh, silly me haven’t we all done this very same act?
conundrum, my ear flummoxed, my dear for I do not know how I got to- this place so far from our start (so long ago) but close like a star – in perception, of course seeing the old light as if new to my oldborn eyes a trick of the mind- but indelible creatures laid out in that procession (of imagination) so I may still look up at night in wonder, with wonder in the glaring love of that light and see you there or what once was but does that matter when you still shine above (after all these years)
note… for anyone not familiar with my thing… I write, maybe it is not all great, that’s fine, I write what I write and post it, rarely is there editing, the point? just being me… and that is no indication on anything, I just decided as such, my thoughts, here, period, as best I can with no filter or such, by no means do I think to tell anyone else what to do, how to write, or how to express themselves, save this… be you… find you… damn, I have been on this globe for fifty years already and I barely have a clue, just be you… as much as you can, first stick a toe in the water, listen to yourself, you know who you are, if not, have patience to figure it out… none of us get out alive, so be you, coming from someone who knows better now but should have found that path long ago…
does the universe provide the moment, the bend, the twist as we, the center axis or are we, the ones in motion?
1 : a force that produces or tends to produce rotation or torsionan automobile engine delivers torque to the drive shaft also: a measure of the effectiveness of such a force that consists of the product of the force and the perpendicular distance from the line of action of the force to the axis of rotation
I feel the weight of a week of seven days upon in mere hours- of inhumanity only imagined in books, in tales of horror- that seemed lost lost to someone else’s life to some other time to history- to a shiny stone with a brass plaque prone and flags waving silently in a park I walk through; grainy film with non descript faces- I view; but no, for as the gates of pure hell flung open the rampant slaughter of animals for pleasure dancing-rage blood in the streets rejoicing for we will not see the end of this our shame for we will not see the end of this in our days here, but we must, persevere even in ,that, face of that which brings the ends of the earth- RISE!
on the tongues of trees for now I might understand bound by root and circumstance to this very particular parcel of land a love, a matrimony of the earth a cradle, a home, a monument and then the movement into dust the trust, in the slight of fate. so, reach to the sky offer your accoutrements as sacrifice I am sure you can tell twenty four hour stories in the quarter wagon wheel within a time lapse wooden memory written for long in your storage device the circles of life- the spiral within so told.
notes… sometimes being brief is fine, I was really thinking of linking “this mortal coil” to the rings of trees and DNA.. not sure if I accomplished that or not, but that is what was on my mind, among other things…
you should be the gatekeeper of your own house, your temple, as is said, but how often are the boughs of caution lowered by the siren’s seductive lure of convenience or sneak-ease in the harbor of your ears, the gauntlet to the brain even if you close your eyes to turn away, how the infiltration or indoctrination or just the “in” begins, ‘in’ocently enough, and then breeds with needs, climbs to heights with likes and little pictures as we revert back now to hieroglyphs, the need for an audience has grown into contagion, how much poison is enough to stagger the host? hard to tell… looking for the golden ticket, the powerball, fifteen minutes of fame seems a lifetime, perhaps the measure these days is fifteen seconds of video, and a blink, a swipe, a new rage, stories swept away at tornado pace, there is more truth to being viral than just the name… trusted dissonance algorhythmic waves all the AI same battering storms familiar shores becomes the norm soon calm is not appreciated ostracized as the bore ‘do tell poor boy’ the chore, the daily grind a spark, a fire a raging inferno ‘now that’s entrainment baby!’ exclaims- for a brief moment moves on a rage, lunacy on a plane looting on the streets rinse, repeat all for a cause, or none world’s end how cliche, ‘oh the doomsday’ (yawn) perhaps I will just sit here on a bench, in a breeze listen to the ancient language of nature, biding her time and mine, ‘well, to be honest, my battery died’
notes… maybe I could wag the finger, but I am no better but do wonder about the price of admission… I tend to think things will work themselves out, but at some point, there is a point which is an end of the line…
the last fall of midas; for he gathered all the gold there ever was- within reach so gather round the deathly bed now gather round, these vast mounds of gold instead of pounds of kin to comfort instead of those- a mountains trove bridled with cold but! the tall measure of such wealth beyond all compare beyond all ever told; so yet alone- and none will come to pick the bones but mine the ore first and last and there a legend will then pass into mere hearsay lore a real person for gone who valued more of gold- than the warmth of a loving hand in hand or the simple gesture of a hug a gathering round of family- a treasure, worth so much more, tragedy.
sometimes I wonder if anyone gives a rat’s ass about the music I post… but to me, music is life as is art, it is my thing, I am passionate about both so… I think I will always pair the two, but one always questions one’s decisions at some point, my point has to try and get away from all that and just post my art as pure as I can, I very rarely re-write or even make second efforts, that is what works for me (or not), but I just have to lay it out there as is, the comfort has to come from within that with the billions of people born and dead, there is just you and me out there right now, and if one person gets me, or somehow I touch that person’s life… well, that is enough, if I reach 1000 that is fine too but in 1000 years will that matter ? probably not, I am not exactly building monolithic monuments of stone here, just thoughts from this monolith in new jersey…
dining in the house of the lord at the table of proverbs might get you in the door or… ? a read of your inner tome, your heart speaks of deeds but intent is internal only you to know and that one other.
but pretend, in the end- a table of luminaries all of your choosing eye to eye chair to chair all there in the same hall as you the same room for afterall in a dream as in death all is possible as is none
notes… sometimes I am being cheeky and making you think… and mixing endeavors and themes… call me loki, or lucky or just Dave… yeah, that works.
blue disposition- after many greyer days thanks, my friend ophelia parting ways I say adieu and merci for your water’s fall for my soil now come to brew a leafy stew in brisk whisk folds as the sun sets sooner now and tapped with cold (on my shoulder, so I turn around).