sure, this is a first world problem. I admit it… but damn… I can not explain the soul crushing of having to sit in 5 hours of traffic to go back and forth to the nassau collieseum … for a nothing expo that should have been cancelled but got pushed back a day.. so… um.. anyway..

it is soul crushing… to sit in your car for miles and miles in our supposed enlightened country.. among the “smartest” who hold themselves above the rest of the country… how smart can we be to design bonds via highways that thousands upon thousands are stuck upon daily? how is that not the most important thing to fix? and is never mentioned… and we accept it? insane… I was in my car for 5 hours today… and traveled 50 miles total… that is insane… now you know my pain, again, this is nothing compared to cancer or people’s ills… but things that are solvable bother me… and this is one of those.. and it made me think of this band that never got traction, I know, weird reaction but… to me this was a hit song… that no one heard of, best heard by someone like me, instead of wasting our time in traffic doing nothing, at least we can be importing something else into our lives… I had to meditate… or at least do breathing exercises in traffic this morning… just to feel human…. we need to change that.