these waking hours, into the dawn, I drive, not such a noble thought, or experience I might share online, but so, as the days draw smaller, my alarms do not falter, and there I am, between a car ride, traffic, and working man, left to see the sunrise, not as a joy, but as to where to aim my visor’s eye, maybe I should pause, and admire, even for a glimpse, the sun peeking out, over the snake bridge, behind the city that towers over the landscape in that direction, and maybe those sun’s rays come beneath my skin, my eyes, my mind, and bathe them in the eternal medicine of a rising sky… for many days may be grey and glum, so inhale in deeply from your souls the days of blue and sun, like today.

if you have been with me for a long time, I opine, on many things, I also regret, more now less, about not posting sometimes, as if the world might end if I don’t post in a certain time period, I have, of course, tried to free myself of such bonds, so you might see larger breaks, or quakes and lots of posts in the wake, this is to be true to form, I don’t want to force anything anymore, even if certain things seem to draw more eyes, I aim to not bend to such will, will I? I am human, and can not ditch all base desire, no matter how much I try, and I am, to be pure, because … what’s the point not to be? a crucible of me is what this should be, I am gainfully employed, in fact, probably over employed to the point you might be amazed I can post at all, but such as my inspiration is, these are moments, literally, like now, I am writing this direct after posting the above, I hope that genuine aspect comes through, these are all drafts really, but so is life… or at least that is my take, and well, this is my take even if I am talking to you.