lost love post…

lost love post…

I wish I was right
in leaving-
but everything since
says I was wrong.


and yet- the deceiving,
the less admission
of my own part,


if I only knew
everything and as all else now
the comparison
would be easy.

I was thinking of her, Mirsa, as usual.. I hate myself for hanging on to my past, I love her to this day but wronged her in so many ways… I am flawed… I use actions to prove love, not words, and that is sometimes the wrong path with many people… but goddamn, I am me, I am who I am… but damn I had the most beautiful woman in the world in love with me and fucked it up, yes, there is women who are into me since, but… I dunno… nothing makes the same sense… and nothing is the same, she changed me which is what makes my heart break.

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